Thursday, February 11, 2010

Fresh Start

I've made a new blog, due to a certain ex-girlfriend of my current boyfriend, not being able to keep her nose out of other people's business.

Today I feel a bit uneasy. My childhood friend sent me a text today asking me to attend her fathers funeral on Tuesday. It hit close to home because her father was only 70 years old... not too much older than my parents. I can't imagine how life would be without my parents. I don't know what I would do, or who I would look to for advice.

I am so lucky to have my parents because they have done so much for me and believed in me when I didn't believe in myself. They love me dispite mistakes I've made in the past, and mistakes I continue to make. I know death is a part of life, but I am not ready for them to go. I've only been able to spend 21 years with them. That is not nearly enough. I shouldn't dwell on it though, I have too many things to worry about.

I just have to remember to let my parents know that I love them and how thankful I am for everything they do.


Love, Blair

1 comment:

  1. all of my grandparents died by their 70's, so i'm not hopeful for my parents...

    i'll be happy if i make it to 60, honestly.

    off topic, thanks for the new link!

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