Thursday, February 25, 2010
Monday, February 22, 2010
Jelaousy is an evil bitch
Some people will always find a reason to dislike you.
Even if you have done nothing but be sweet to them.
Some people are insecure.
Some people are jealous.
It's not a bad reflection on you, but on them for being so critical.
Even if you have done nothing but be sweet to them.
Some people are insecure.
Some people are jealous.
It's not a bad reflection on you, but on them for being so critical.
Friday, February 12, 2010
Plays Pretty for Baby
I am thankful people are forgiving. Sometimes I leap before I look and I end up somewhere I didn't want to be. I have to work on being less sensitive. I have to work on making myself happy before anyone else. I have to learn that if someone doesn't like me, it's not an ill reflection on myself, but them.
I love Doug so much, latley work has been stressing him out more than usual. It makes me feel helpless because I can't do anything. I still feel very lucky for being with him. Russell texted me the other day. It happens from time to time, usually he breaks up with his current girlfriend and feels lonely so he texts me, and asks if I want to hang out. Since I've been with Doug, I have no intent on ever hanging out with him again. I have no attraction towards him whatsoever, in fact quite the opposite. Now every time he contacts me, I just remember who he used to be and how much he hurt me, and how many years of my life I wasted on someone who probably never cared about me as much as they said they did.
I could never go back to something like that after having what I have now. I've never been treated this way by a boy. I have never felt so cared about and loved. Like I'm the only one. It's amazing, and right now it's one of the only good things I have in my life. I am so thankful for finding Doug, not only because he treats me so well, but he's shown me that true love isn't something made-up in a story, it's real, and it's hard to find, but when you do find it, it;s the best thing in the world.
I love Doug so much, latley work has been stressing him out more than usual. It makes me feel helpless because I can't do anything. I still feel very lucky for being with him. Russell texted me the other day. It happens from time to time, usually he breaks up with his current girlfriend and feels lonely so he texts me, and asks if I want to hang out. Since I've been with Doug, I have no intent on ever hanging out with him again. I have no attraction towards him whatsoever, in fact quite the opposite. Now every time he contacts me, I just remember who he used to be and how much he hurt me, and how many years of my life I wasted on someone who probably never cared about me as much as they said they did.
I could never go back to something like that after having what I have now. I've never been treated this way by a boy. I have never felt so cared about and loved. Like I'm the only one. It's amazing, and right now it's one of the only good things I have in my life. I am so thankful for finding Doug, not only because he treats me so well, but he's shown me that true love isn't something made-up in a story, it's real, and it's hard to find, but when you do find it, it;s the best thing in the world.
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Fresh Start
I've made a new blog, due to a certain ex-girlfriend of my current boyfriend, not being able to keep her nose out of other people's business.
Today I feel a bit uneasy. My childhood friend sent me a text today asking me to attend her fathers funeral on Tuesday. It hit close to home because her father was only 70 years old... not too much older than my parents. I can't imagine how life would be without my parents. I don't know what I would do, or who I would look to for advice.
I am so lucky to have my parents because they have done so much for me and believed in me when I didn't believe in myself. They love me dispite mistakes I've made in the past, and mistakes I continue to make. I know death is a part of life, but I am not ready for them to go. I've only been able to spend 21 years with them. That is not nearly enough. I shouldn't dwell on it though, I have too many things to worry about.
I just have to remember to let my parents know that I love them and how thankful I am for everything they do.
Love, Blair
Today I feel a bit uneasy. My childhood friend sent me a text today asking me to attend her fathers funeral on Tuesday. It hit close to home because her father was only 70 years old... not too much older than my parents. I can't imagine how life would be without my parents. I don't know what I would do, or who I would look to for advice.
I am so lucky to have my parents because they have done so much for me and believed in me when I didn't believe in myself. They love me dispite mistakes I've made in the past, and mistakes I continue to make. I know death is a part of life, but I am not ready for them to go. I've only been able to spend 21 years with them. That is not nearly enough. I shouldn't dwell on it though, I have too many things to worry about.
I just have to remember to let my parents know that I love them and how thankful I am for everything they do.
Love, Blair
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